2000-2005

Trapped Time, 2005

In the bathroom, it’s been 10 til 10 for days now,
A handy pocket of trapped time in a world of
Fast-forward
Rewind.
Life’s too much: appointments to miss, others to dread,
Scattering like dice,
lopping hit points off your existence.
Go to the magic room of good smells and shiny things.
Go to the pocket world where it’s always
10 til 10 and you never missed
anything
or were early for anything
and the floor is cool
and nothing matters.

disconnect, 2004

said a million words to the sky
wrote a thousand on your skin
still the empty space
vacant midnight sanctuary
echoing with need

not sure you ever heard

Memphis Airport 11/15/04

attention all passengers
final boarding call
where’s your kids?
there you are
more security at gate
I hate you but I love you
go with him

now departing
helpless people
Molly made some reservations
all that’s holding it together is me
all right take care

you have to check him
is he on Northwest?
there’s a lot of things people don’t know about it, frankly
when you put it in you hit play
I’ll see you get there

shriek shriek
whine whine whine
click click click click click click click
screech

you look bad
tired and old
I haven’t been bird hunting in years
he’s had that laser surgery too
gotta go

I know where I’m going
did you go on horseback?
the old biological clock
uh-oh uh-oh aw-right
8:30 8:30

on your own time
I understand
they live at Sea Island
Y’all go enjoy dinner
not so different

thirty-two thirty-two

Codes, 2002

I read your breath like shorthand
secret code from your hidden soul
At peace deep, soft, slow
Lost shallow, fitful, restless
Sometimes I wake in hell
to no message
A silence so profound it flays the soul
To reach out is terror-filled
Will I find you there, your breath light,
still writing shorthand in the night?
Or is this the time you’re gone?

12-1-2004

time flashes red and wrong
red and wrong
against the darkness
6:17 it says, and then 6:18
and I know it’s nearer midnight
maybe
I’ve lost track of how wrong it is
of how wrong I am
I leave myself adrift in the night
with the time flashing red and wrong
and it seems somehow true and right
this distance
this detachment
from the world where time is
straight and true
and meaningful

Geography, 2005

embracing darkness
charcoal to secretive featureless black
the soft dark fall from nowhere to nothing.
beautiful

this is the heart’s homeland, the geography of oblivion.
the place where the nothing
that wears a human form
can melt
into the nothing
that fits into all the nooks and crannies
of the collective hallucination
called reality.

being nothing
being free
being beautiful

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